hey all whats up not to much here just chilling im in the beginning stages of writing well im not sure if it will be a short story or an actual bookbut like i said im really just beginning to actually think about sending iut to like a book maker but i definataly hear you about being hurt actually i just came out of a bad 4 year relationship maybe a year or so ago wasnt my idea to end it but she wanted her wings so it went pretty much about me i like to fish in the good seasons quite a bit i work on vehicles sometimes alot depending on whos brakeing what lol i play with electricity alot but im pretty good on installing fans lights furnaces washer and dryers etc I know the first question i usually get asked is what do you do for a job well right now i have no job no not because im lazy ive got degenerative disk disease i heave 3 disks that are detiorating and one herniated disk bvasically im in the process of going for disability talked to a special surgeon he wont do anything about it he told me that he could do the surgery but it wont help me at all chiropracters ore out of the question they cant do nothing either right now the doc im seeing is a pain specialist and hes givin me 2 cortizone shots in the back so far they havent helpoed at all andhes got me on morphine pills and there not even working anymore as in kids i have none but i definataly do want kids my own or some one else it dont matter as ive been told anyone can be a father but it takes areal man to be a dad see i love kids anyway i used to run with a family kiddie carnival for about 5 years by the end of the first season I was in charge of just about everything safety, training,setup of the rides,teardown of the rides pretty much i was right under the owner but anywaymy neice just turned 16 we had a real nice 2 day party of course uncle tomtom had to be there to make sure it was all fun I ended up making her a special homemade 2 layer pudding cake one of my secret recipes lol yes i cook ive spent quite a few years cooking in restaurants had quite a few tips to lolinfact i made a steak for a truck driver he gave me a20$ tip after i left that restaurant i seen him one day and he said after i left alot of people quit going to that restaurant infact i think it closed down oops they should of gave me a raise Im a coke drinkerive got alot of adopted neices and nephews most of them are really good kids who just need someone to talk to once in a while of course this being la porte theres really nothing for the kids to actually do for fun i mean even the skate park that the kids themselveraised money for charges to get in supposedly for insurance but its more putting the money into the crooked ass politicians hands if you can tell i dont like politicians well i knbow your probably going to say gee this boy cant spell when im tired i type quicker than i can think but that pretty much a good chunk of me now id really like to know about you

fishing camping working outdoors playing with electricity zap oops lol and of course looking for new friends

you know over the years ive had quite a few so ask me if you really want to know

ask me

men in black 1 +2 back to the future all 3 of them i mostly like comedies

futurama family guy simpsons yeah i like cartoons lol

probably be the one im working on writing

your the only one who can change what you dont like!